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AstonishingAmalia

Amy
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Artist // Hobbyist // Photography
  • Mar 26, 1995
  • United States
  • Deviant for 14 years
  • She / Her
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My Bio
ok well yea i'm a pretty chill person. i like to write poetry and draw. have any questions? talk to me and you might recive the answers.

Current Residence: my parents house

Favourite Movies
Percy Jackson and the Olypians:The lightning theif!!
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
nightwish
Favourite Writers
Robert Fost!!
Other Interests
boys!! movies,books.

... it hurts

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i just found out that the forreal love of my life hasnt talked to me in forever because he joined the army. i'm so scared now. my chest hurts so bad. this is the first time in forever that i've cried like this. because he is the one im meant to be with, i dont care what anyone says about it. and now the fact that i may never get to talk to again let alone meet my reason for being here is killing me. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W-w3WfgpcGg&ob=av2e this song is about the only thing that can even come close to how i feel.
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well on december 22 i will start cyber school. as of that day i will start deleting everything. starting with deviantart. tumblr. facebook. and so on. just thought i should let you know and for those who dont look fuck you. apparently im not worth your time. as im not worth anyone else's time either.
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its almost 1 so i know theres noone awake that i can talk to but i went and did it again you guys. i let myself get used. :'( i thought he had changed but i was so wrong and it just got thrown in my face. you guys im so sick of this shit i dont know how much more of it i can take i already feel like i should talk to my doctor about depression medication :( i have choices and i just help people push me closer to the edge. and im starting to sway on my heels as my foot is pushed to the half way mark help me please someone. before its to late help extend the ledge?
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Happy Birthday! (: <3
Thank you for the :+fav: :D
oh your welcome sweet heart!
Hey Amy is Emily okay? She hasn't been very active on the internet in a few days and I'm a little worried and I figured you'd know if anything's up :/
shes fine. i told her to get on because everyones probably freaking out but she didnt listen.